since i was small i always think if i were the king of hell or soldier's wife, I will not get punished for whatever I do. But as I grown up I fell in love with a secondary school classmates which is a girl too and I was also fell in love with a guy since I met him. I was determined to study hard to enter the A class since I could get both of them to like me. So there I was diagnosed with depression and schizophrenia. In 2010, I met a auntie name A told me that she Is posessed by Kuan Yin to help people on earth. So she told me to pray for chinese calendar 2nd and 16nd of the month to say sorry to the king of hell and soldier. I don't think it was a mistake until I dream of them the hell at 2018. They said won't forgive me and ask me to not pray them again and warned me if I try to dig into people's life to try to help I will die too.Since I was this scared and think of it I had difficulty breathing every now and then. Then came this corona virus and I even became scarier and nearly commit suicide to admit it. I had try many methods like eating 40 medicines a night, cutting my wrist, and even go to ICU. Now yesterday I dream he said don't mess with me when I want to take people's life no matter how the people is right or wrong. So I think I am the one who causes corona virus.